I've finally done it! I'm actually being more productive daily, studying, taking care of myself, eating and hopefully- exercising more soon! My goal for September is to finally be able to run for more than 2 minutes without getting out of breath. It shouldn't be such a hard thing to do but alas... Even a few minutes walk got me sweating like I was caught in a downpour!
I didn't think much of it but I think I'm a huge fan of roguelite deck-building games. Umamusume can be counted as one and though I'm not exactly like a big roguelite fan and that label alone doesn't attract me, adding in deck-building adds a whole new level! Something about choosing your loadout and coming up with strategies in different runs, seeing if you can meet the limit you set for yourself... It's fun! Maybe one day I'll make a roguelite deck-building game myself, it is a project that I do believe is not in the realm of impossibility.
Ha! I'm back. You thought I wouldn't write another entry again after finishing this small Khan Academy code project, think again! I know all these things I'm learning are very small and all, but I'm pretty proud of myself for how far I've come and my consistency with studying at least once per day. I'm still getting used to it all, but it's better than nothing. I know I'm priviledged to have medicines to balance the screwed up hormones in my brain. I don't want to use my free time doomscrolling or watching brainrotting content, I want to self-study and improve myself. Everyone has their own struggles, I've been hurt by those who didn't understand mine. However, I want to move past those expectations of what a depressed person is like.